I liked this song, but I felt like it was just weak. It's just about feeling so full of rage and wanting to let it out. After I recorded this, I just didn't think it fit with the other songs on the original album. Hi Anxious, I'm Dad is about healing and find a healthy way to cope with life's obstacles, but I felt like this song put focus on the wrong moments of the healing process.
lyrics
I can feel the blood run through my veins
In a hurry, like it's trying to get away
And maybe it'll finally find the exit
It spends every single day
Watching all the thoughts inside my brain
Needless to say, it's getting desperate
I can my feel temperature rising
And I can't describe it
And I'm not so sure of what to do
By now, there's no point in hiding
That this might get violent
So give me some space and make some room
I think I'm gonna finally lose it now
I'm heating up and I can't calm down
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
If I hear the words "deep breathe" again
It'll be the last one you breathe in
I know, you're just trying to help
But if it worked, do you really think
I'd be watching my blood spin round the sink?
Thank you so much, go fuck yourself
I can feel my hands, they are trembling
And the silence is deafening
This ringing in my ears is killing me
They offer solutions that helped them
But I can't stop imagining
Caving in every single one of their teeth
I think I'm gonna finally lose it now
I'm heating up and I can't calm down
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
I wanna be better
I wanna be better then this
But I don't think I'll ever
Relieve the pressure I'm in
I wanna be better
I've gotta get better at this
Got red in my ledger
making my head hurt
I don't think I'm gonna make it
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
I think I'm gonna finally lose it now
I'm heating up and I can't calm down
I wanna hurt something til I feel good again
So it's best if you don't stick around
Thin Lear's sophisticated rock music is tempered with soaring chamber pop accents and an undeniable gift for melody. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 30, 2020
The band's latest project includes twenty-eight new short songs that clock-in at no longer than just under three minutes. Bandcamp New & Notable May 15, 2020
Twenty-three delightful indiepop and bedroom folk tracks that emphasize small arrangement and huge hooks, benefitting Feeding America. Bandcamp New & Notable May 11, 2020
