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Please Let me apologize, I was gone so long with my tongue tied
I was wasted, pasted looks upon my face and I forgot to live my life
A lot has changed here since I left, I was a spawn from hell now heavensent, I was facing hatred, back and forth pacing, begging for a cigarette
it still feels strange, to be writing you this letter
But things have changed, im hoping for the better
Replaced my bones with sticks and stones so they could never hurt me
Words are words that don't deserve the chance to ever burn me
I'm fine right now but believe me, I'm still learning
That when I'm down, the tables are still turning
Combed my hair, put on my tie, I forgot what it was like
To make it, hate it, and then attempt to change it only just to hit retry
I found love within myself, that let me love somebody else
I was so shocked, jaw dropped to the floor and fell off
I didn't even have to talk
Its so weird, to say I'm feeling happy
I've cried my tears, but now I can't stop laughing
Got the devil on my shoulder, and he won't stop weighing me down
My gun is the holster, and I'm still gonna keep it around
Cause someday, I still might need it
When I'm knocked down, when I won't stop bleeding
But nothings gonna keep myself from getting back up off of the ground
I replaced my bones
With sticks and stones
Now they don't know
I'm invincible
Take your best shot, gimme all you've got
I won't feel a thing
I won't stop, til I reach the top
Of this long forgotten scene
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